shower

Yesterday it rained.
Not in cats and dogs...Not enough to quench the (h)earth's thirst
but..a lot enough that made the heat to soar
Its now sultry....both inside and outside
And my mind ...like a vagrant bird, anticipate a spell of rain
To drain all my frets and relics.

Ma Better..(sorry)..Best Half

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True love

I still remember the day we met lately
on that darkest eve at that seashore
The sea was silent yet eloquent
as your eyes always were.
The moment was sweetest
as you held my hands in yours
There we stood,lost in each other...........
Then,with a resssuring smile-
you left a rose in my hands
Damned sure that I would preserve it!
There I stood,lost in thoughts........................
Then hearing your footsteps away
I was late in knowing that you were far beyond me!
The rose slipped off my hands ....over the waters beneath my feet.....
Until then I carried you-as a woeful thought.....as a silent tear.
And now, I am here again .......all alone
The sea is still silent
for my thoughts always were...................
searching for your footmarks once you left behind and
Waiting for that lost rose to return back.
For I have read somewhere,sometime-
"True love is like a rose you cast upon the sea
Bobbing this way and that.
And if this true love is meant to be yours,
It will float back to you-as you stand by the seashore!!!!!!!!!!!! "

To my Friend

One fine day of a spring
beneath the shadow of that old oak tree
where the leaves celebrated their love and
when a lullaby was heard far away,whispering the love of amother for her child.......
I met you.......................fot the first time.
You tried to have your carnival then
still.....trying to make your love a bonzai for yourself
and then,with a broad smile and yet with a heavy bye
you left me far behind......................all alone.
Summer and winter passed aloofly and so the dawns and dusks
all revelling the love of Almighty.
Then came the autumn.............
I cannot make it up-whether its a twilight or moonlit night,
I met you once again...........
Along that way-where the violets had all withered along
where the pine trees had shed their leaves
There I stood,though in gloom,Yet in my hands,a bouquet of roses
eternally for you........................
I waited to lull you on my lap ,with a much secured sense of love
And i was revelled as you revived....
the murmering of the leaves around you,the echo of your favourite lullaby
and the shadow of that dear butterfly that crossed our way..........
We realized .........................It was spring again.
But........................................................................
before the bonzai of our love had grown above us...
before tasting the icecreams prepared by the quakers
and before celebrating all our lost carnivals......................
You bade me farewell again...........Anticipating to meet in another spring
somewhere................somehow

Along the corridor of my memory
I met you again …….yesterday.
Once you were a dream
And I wished to be with you all through.
But now you have become a reality
And I want to escape from you.
You make me depart ….from all the things I own and love…
My world….my words.
I fear you make me elope to the world of fantasy with you
Where only the rule of nothingness prevails…
And I fear of losing my identity, entangling myself with euphoria
All I would say you now is
Leave me alone as I am

solitude

Solitude, that was all I knew before
Not today, not yesterday
But since long back.
Childhood, adolescence and in my youth
Every where…….every now and then
I witnessed only you constantly
.all my happiness ….all my belongings…
Everything out of me……
I missed……I lost to you….
Most of the times solacing, then embracing
and at times……… daunting me.
And I reluctantly admit myself that
I am born out of you and existing with you….
And hoping to cease with you

Silence

Silence………
I like it almost in its every form.
Silence of night…silence of solitude……
Numerous silhouettes against my mind’s screen
Making me breath in despair…..
Always comes to turn me down.
And desperately I turn to u, silence, to find solace.
Listening to my heart beats, here I awake…
Longing to sleep in silence’s lap……..
No more worries, no more agonies, not any more tears.
An Aching head and a heavy heart……
That’s what with I go to sleep every night…
Hoping to have a better tomorrow.
But, with every dawn and dusk I feel
tomorrow is nothing else,
But another today …………………

safe...................suffocatingly safe...........

free....................yet insecure...........Like a migrant bird,

Not me but my mind,wanders from a shore to another and then to another.

And let me keep some secrets ....for reasons untold.....deep inside my heart

And fly beyond........... far beyond the horizon

Precariously i awake..

The repercussion of that old nightmare

Silhouttes........Echoes.......everybit so relative

Yet obstinately making them all strange..

Myself anticipating for

the harbinger of security....

My shadow...my echo

I cherish…………..
The thought that I am the cause…
Through sunny and stormy moments
You started to mark your presence often.
The shudder of the very first pain
wary that it’s the Prologue
of the pleasure that proceeds
Higher to the altitudes of my existence
Down to the valley of my perseverance
Often stretching your little toes and fingers within
Beaming me to the heights of joy.
My heart………knowing no bounds…
Embraced that you are about to born
You are my shadow………my echo……
What I am is what u are
Revealing the mysteries of an untold tale
Yet reveled that I am transmigrated……
Yes…… you are my essence….my life
And above all…myself to me