Along the corridor of my memory
I met you again …….yesterday.
Once you were a dream
And I wished to be with you all through.
But now you have become a reality
And I want to escape from you.
You make me depart ….from all the things I own and love…
My world….my words.
I fear you make me elope to the world of fantasy with you
Where only the rule of nothingness prevails…
And I fear of losing my identity, entangling myself with euphoria
All I would say you now is
Leave me alone as I am

solitude

Solitude, that was all I knew before
Not today, not yesterday
But since long back.
Childhood, adolescence and in my youth
Every where…….every now and then
I witnessed only you constantly
.all my happiness ….all my belongings…
Everything out of me……
I missed……I lost to you….
Most of the times solacing, then embracing
and at times……… daunting me.
And I reluctantly admit myself that
I am born out of you and existing with you….
And hoping to cease with you

Silence

Silence………
I like it almost in its every form.
Silence of night…silence of solitude……
Numerous silhouettes against my mind’s screen
Making me breath in despair…..
Always comes to turn me down.
And desperately I turn to u, silence, to find solace.
Listening to my heart beats, here I awake…
Longing to sleep in silence’s lap……..
No more worries, no more agonies, not any more tears.
An Aching head and a heavy heart……
That’s what with I go to sleep every night…
Hoping to have a better tomorrow.
But, with every dawn and dusk I feel
tomorrow is nothing else,
But another today …………………

safe...................suffocatingly safe...........

free....................yet insecure...........Like a migrant bird,

Not me but my mind,wanders from a shore to another and then to another.

And let me keep some secrets ....for reasons untold.....deep inside my heart

And fly beyond........... far beyond the horizon

Precariously i awake..

The repercussion of that old nightmare

Silhouttes........Echoes.......everybit so relative

Yet obstinately making them all strange..

Myself anticipating for

the harbinger of security....

My shadow...my echo

I cherish…………..
The thought that I am the cause…
Through sunny and stormy moments
You started to mark your presence often.
The shudder of the very first pain
wary that it’s the Prologue
of the pleasure that proceeds
Higher to the altitudes of my existence
Down to the valley of my perseverance
Often stretching your little toes and fingers within
Beaming me to the heights of joy.
My heart………knowing no bounds…
Embraced that you are about to born
You are my shadow………my echo……
What I am is what u are
Revealing the mysteries of an untold tale
Yet reveled that I am transmigrated……
Yes…… you are my essence….my life
And above all…myself to me